edit: Going on hiatus because I am very close to a mental br..

edit: Going on hiatus because I am very close to a mental break. I know I'll lose people for showing the more emotional side of me the last few days, but I don't really care. I'm human. I will continue to say that. I am human, I am not a sex robot, I'm not even close to being a porn star. It is impossible for me to stay well-mannered all the time, especially when I feel this saddened. Please respect that. Some parts of this post have been reworded for legibility. I’m going to take a break for a few days because the overwhelming negative reactions to me removing someone from my space that made me uncomfortable are very much damaging my mental health as I’m being constantly invalidated and made to justify my feelings and told that my emotions aren’t important or don't make logical sense. I might go back to a paid page. I said it was insulting the first time I posted about it, that should be the end of it. I do SO MUCH for free here, don’t ask me to lower my prices on my VIP PAGE that is very much meant to be exclusive. Every single time someone tries to bring it up to me again and “talk me out of it” it gets even more offensive, and almost all the people who have something shitty to say about it also are not compensating me for any of my efforts, or it’s showing me incredibly ugly sides of people I previously liked because they feel the need to insist that I should be more of a doormat and let people treat me like shit for awhile before I finally remove them. It doesn't matter what happened. Someone hurt me, I removed them. You do not get to decide if I was hurt "enough" to warrant a ban. Please, I am begging you, for the love of God and all that is holy and unholy, PLEASE stop messaging me to tell me that I shouldn't be insulted. I am so tired. Have a good few days. Or don’t, if you attacked me further, even if you didn't see it as an attack. I have this rule in my head that I respond to 99.9% of my messages, but that's not feeling great right now. ***You can talk to me on my paid page if you want to talk to me. Otherwise I will not be responding to messages here until after I'm back from my break.*** Goodnight.