Am I not hot enough in life now to have someone follow me around the country to all my gigs & make sure I survive?! šThereās this big, stupid ice storm heading straight for Evansville, IN, starting at midnight tonight & lasting until MONDAY?!?? Iām supposed to leave tomorrow around 5pm, which means Iāll be driving right through it in my car thatās running like hell again. By myself. As always.Iām so tired of having to take care of myself. I just want someone to drive me places & make sure I survive this kind of stuff. I want to be in love & have a caregiver of a partnerānot in a weird way, but someone who genuinely takes care of me. Ugh.Should I leave now to beat the ice & forfeit the show? I desperately need the money & have already spent so much on my room & gas to get here. I just donāt know what to doā¦