I’m going to open up and get a little vulnerable here.⁣ ⁣ I ..

I’m going to open up and get a little vulnerable here.⁣
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I used to film my animal spirit readings. Two years ago ^^ (exactly yesterday) I pulled the Phoenix card for the first time from my animal spirit deck. It occurred during a period when I was struggling with who I thought I was based on my past. Later that night I noticed the phoenix on a man’s shirt. When I pulled from the deck a few days later, it popped out again immediately as if to say ‘Not so fast’... it became a recurring symbol, over and over again, that change was inevitable and I had to let go. When I started camming, I didn’t think I’d want to cam for more than a week. It was a total experiment to embrace a side of me that had felt repressed. I decided to choose Phoenix for my alias, as the Phoenix had ultimately brought me there.⁣
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I change a lot. I feel like I’ve lived so many lives... you might be baffled if you knew of some of them. It’s the way I’ve always lived my life, allowing my intuition to guide me even when it makes no sense at the time. It can be SO HARD when I find something that feels good and secure to feel the winds of change upon me. Sometimes I want to kick and shout at the universe that I’m happy here, please don’t change it!!... Alas the longer I hold on, the stronger it beckons me into the unknown with only subtle signs and synchronicities to guide my path.⁣
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I took space from streaming three weeks ago to try to see the new path more clearly. Things have been unfolding alright, but the last few days (with a hell of a lot of frustration), I’ve felt something really big emerging. A sign, a destination. Then, my dear friend, the Phoenix. ⁣
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I’m sharing this with you because part of the reason why I feel so fulfilled as a cam model and entertainer is sharing the raw, intimate parts of myself with you. The humanness. My shift into camming was a big shift and you guys have seen me change throughout. It’s fun to share this journey, I love that I’m accepted through the changes. If I have any brand at all, it’s never staying the same. ⁣
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I’m headed to this special, beckoning place in two weeks and I’m excited to share it with you. Thank you for being a part of this journey!