

Today I want to tell you about my best friend💕
Someone who’s been with me for 6 years. He has survived 12 apartment moves with me, and even my very first cosplay photoshoot 👀
When I got my first computer, I had no idea it would become my window to the world 🌍
On it, I learned how to edit videos, retouch photos, write my first posts… and even launch my very first stream — hands shaking from nerves :<
That was my path to you — my very first followers 💫
Through it, I opened up, learned to be myself, and began building my little online world ❤️
But time is cruel to hardware 💔
Now it struggles to handle even basic video editing. Every edit turns into a quest: "Can I save it before it crashes?" 😩
Even a simple stream has become an impossible dream
And when it froze again — right before a shoot — I just broke down crying 😢
You know that feeling, when your old friend — the one who was always there — suddenly says: "I can’t go on anymore"?💔
But I’m not giving up ^^
Because the dream — to be back with you live, sharing warmth, inspiration, and emotion — is still alive 🫶
And I believe it’s possible. Especially with your support 🤗
Have you ever had a device that held special memories?
A piece of tech that was with you in the most important moments? 💭